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The Stall

May 19, 2008 in Blogs

I seem to be stalling a bit–doing everything else instead of writing this Blogless Lepolt entry.  That’s probably mostly because I can’t think of anything to say.

I did wind up putting a bit of time into practice last night.  I did not practice all that long, really, and I only practiced the one song; but it was the one of our Collision core repertoire songs on which I really needed the practice, the one for which my part was made the more difficult so that someone else’s could be made easier.

I also wrote up the minutes for the director’s meeting; our secretary from the past year is a college student who went home this month–he will be missed.

I have much to do, but am having some difficulty focusing on doing it all.  Hopefully I will resolve this quickly.

–M. J. Young

Not Directly

May 18, 2008 in Blogs

I was late to the director’s meeting today, because we had an errand to run on the way which ran a bit late; but the meeting went reasonably well once I got there.

I did not accomplish much on my off day, other than taking some time to go over parts with Collision bass guitar player Adam, on one of the toughest songs we’ll be doing.  He’s getting it, which is good.

I’ve become aware of my own need to practice more; there are a number of songs ahead for which I am not really ready.  However, time allows only so much.  If I get through today’s work early enough, I might tackle some of the parts that are giving me trouble.  We’ll see how it goes.

I want to extend my thanks to those who have encouraged and assisted us in this recent difficulty.  You make it possible for us to keep going.

–M. J. Young

All the Time in Which World?

May 16, 2008 in Blogs

I need a new watch.  I mentioned in the game thread that the old watch whose stopwatch function was serving as dice had died; the stopwatch on the new watch goes to tenths only–I find it incredible that an electronic stopwatch would not measure hundredths of a second, but there it is.  Some of my players perhaps feel better with real dice being used, but hardly a night goes by when I do not drop at least one die and have to crawl around on the floor digging trough disorder in search of the fallen die.

That watch is not going to happen for a while yet, though.  There are too many crises here, and I have been given the task of solving them.  Not that I have any particular talent in resolving crises, but that no one else does either, so it falls to me.

It is again late and I’ve only just managed to get clear of other tasks.  Some people think I have all the time in the world; of course, it gets filled with all the odd jobs in the world.  If I really had time, I’d have finished another several of the books that are in the pipeline.

Let me not waste any more of it here.

–M. J. Young

Did I Fail to Mention

May 15, 2008 in Blogs

There was a disruption in my Tuesday night that might have been overlooked:  one of the female friends of one of my sons (not a girlfriend) called around three in the morning because she was maybe a mile away and her truck was making horrible noises and screaming that it was low on oil.  Since I was not certain where she was, and I was still doing forums, I rather unchivalrously let her walk to me (it’s not a bad area, and she’s a pretty tough girl), and then drove back with her to add oil from our supply into her crankcase.  It was not, I think, so bad as she feared, but she blew an engine once, apparently, by ignoring the warning lights, so she was wise to avoid the risk.  I returned home with enough time to finish my work before dealing with the morning schoolboys, and then got a bit of sleep before working on Wednesday, which was late most of the day, as mentioned.

Today I knew I was committed to an early afternoon errand, and when I returned from that I recognized the need to get dinner made, which was served just in time for Brittany to arrive for the Collision rehearsal.  Baxter did not make it; his little sister was involved as a store clerk in an armed robbery this afternoon, and he had just gotten her home from the police station when we called to find out where he was.  Adam arrived, although he was a bit late.  It was, however, a good rehearsal overall, as we spent time trying to learn the second tier songs.

I got dinner myself after that, and have been trying to get through the day from the delayed beginning since then.

–M. J. Young

That Higher Level of Consciousness

May 14, 2008 in Blogs

I was rousted from bed this morning to deal with a problem.  This of course completely disrupted my day.  I involuntarily fell asleep in the afternoon, when the main part of the problem had been addressed and I was waiting to use the phone.  I was awakened by a hungry child needing dinner, and have been playing catch-up since.

I think I am awake.  I hope, at least, that this is not a dream, because in that case I’m losing a lot more time and still have a lot of work to finish.

–M. J. Young

Accidental Disruption

May 13, 2008 in Blogs

An automotive accident this morning disrupted life a bit.

No, I am fine, and the family is fine.  None of us were in the accident, and it did not involve our vehicles.  However, just as the last kid got on the bus an e-mail was received by a member of our household alerting us to the fact that someone nearly family, someone to whom all versers owe some gratitude for his part in our game, was a passenger in an accident in the next state.

Information is sketchy.  Among the casualties is his cell phone, so he is cut off from the simplest forms of communication; his e-mails tell us by virtue of their existence that he is able to type, but have omitted detailed answers to questions.  We have learned that he received twenty-three stitches, but not the anatomical location of this repair.  We attempted to determine where to go to see him, or even if he would be awake for visitors, but this information did not come back to us.  We are concerned, but uncertain what we can do.

It was this concern that caused me first to get dressed instead of going to bed.  It was this uncertainty that caused me then to go back to bed fully dressed, to be awakened several times by a telephone brought into the bedroom so we would know if he, or anyone near the scene, called.  That call was not one of those which disrupted our sleep.

Speaking of calls, I am aware that another friend has been trying to reach me by phone.  I am aware of this because I see his number on my caller ID at those odd times when I have opportunity to check it.  I probably told him what I tell everyone, that the most reliable means of contacting me is e-mail, which will be answered thrice a week, or in a more serious emergency via post on the Gaming Outpost Forum (“Please call me at one in the morning at home” is sufficient to alert me to the need). Telephone contact is extremely unreliable, because my schedule is constantly in flux, I am always trying to steal an extra bit of sleep sometime, and I come and go without warning.  I almost wound up driving a son back to work in the wee hours of this morning, but someone else took that errand; I also learned late last night that I was invited to attend a choir concert for another son, who had to reschedule his visit to the doctor because his absence from school today would mean his exclusion from the concert, and his failure to be in the concert would mean his failure of the course.  I have not yet made the new appointment.

Let me then work on what needs to be done for today.  You never know when something is going to derail the plans yet again.

–M. J. Young

Not Sure What I’m Doing

May 12, 2008 in Blogs

The Saturn, the car with good gas mileage, has started losing coolant.  I’ve had to top it off a few times in recent weeks.  The problem is, I don’t know how fast it’s losing coolant–and this is complicated by the fact that the design of this vehicle does not include direct access to the radiator, but only to the overflow tank, which is under pressure when the vehicle is hot.  Thus I cannot easily determine whether there is air in the radiator trying to get out.

The problem was severe last night, as the car started overheating en route to the fulfillment of an interstate errand, and the one running the errand (not I) had to return to swap for the less-efficient truck.  This creates uncertainty, since on the one hand I had topped off the tank Saturday afternoon, but on the other hand I do not know that there was no air in the radiator and I do know that there was extensive driving done Saturday night and Sunday morning, which could have depleted the reserve.

Right now someone is driving the vehicle around locally to see whether the added coolant is sufficient; when the car returns, I will have to let it cool and then open up the overflow tank to check the level.

All of this is because it is Monday, and part of the Monday workload includes taking my mother-in-law shopping.

It has also been a strange Monday, as I was informed sometime late yesterday that one of my sons would need to be seen by a doctor today, so (after going back to bed after bus riders were organized) I forced myself out of bed once the office was open and made a call to get an appointment.  The first available appointment was at crack of dawn tomorrow–actually, eight in the morning, but that’s outrageously early by my standards–and so he did not go today.  However, I had by then forced myself into wakefulness, and so attempted to get started on my day–an effort which took longer than I would have preferred, and then was interrupted several times once the hurdles were crossed.

At the moment, then, I am trying to get as much of this work done as I am able while awaiting the return of the car so I can figure out what I’m doing for dinner and what I’m doing about the car.  Once those matters are settled, I will be dealing with my mother-in-law with whichever vehicle is guessed to be the better choice, and returning to finish whatever was left undone.

So maybe I do know what I’m doing; I just don’t know that I know.

–M. J. Young

Don’t Ask Why

May 11, 2008 in Blogs

Happy Mother’s Day.

I know of only one person who might be reading this blog who is a mother; however, it seems appropriate to convey those wishes generally and trust that she will take them personally for herself.

You might be wondering why I am posting this so early in the day.  Honestly, the question has been nagging me as well.  The answer is complicated, but it includes the fact that I overslept not only church yesterday but also the weekly automobile maintenance–and a family member made a long trip late last night with another intended early this morning, so I felt it necessary to get out there and check the oil and coolant (both of which have been low recently and were again today) along with the other fluids before the six thirty morning departure.  Then, of course, I was up.  It had also been strongly recommended to me that I visit a particular church at quarter after ten this morning, which will require a nine thirty departure, and that I take our youngest houseguest, and going back to bed did not seem the most practical way to manage getting there on time.  Thus I have started me day.  May it also end early.

–M. J. Young

Stage Two

May 9, 2008 in Blogs

I was outside working on something with the kids, and there was this buzzing, some insect bothering my right ear.  I’m particularly nervous when I hear buzzing and cannot see what is causing it, because I don’t wish to be stung, and I’m not certain how to resolve the situation without taking that risk.  However, efforts to brush the bug away had been unsuccessful.  Finally I swatted the thing.

My swat bug skill check was less than fully successful; I now had somehow pinned a bee between the fingers of my hand and my face, injuring but not killing it, and it was wriggling about, undoubtedly trying to get its stinger into a position to do some damage.  Yet an incongruity caught my attention at this moment.  I had pinned the bee with my left hand against the left side of my head.  Now I was trying to get my right hand into position to finish the job–but the buzzing was still bothering my left ear, and my right arm was not doing what I wanted it to do.

It was from this incongruity that I realized that I was in that state of consciousness which was somewhere below that which I was trying to achieve, the one known to the ancient monks of Tibet as “awake”.  It was all a dream–except for the buzzing and the hand.  The buzzing was the sound of the ceiling fan over the bed; the hand was the pressure of my pillow.

It had been a few years since I’d had one of those dreams mixing reality that I made such a fun part of the Multiverser play experience; here’s hoping that the reminder will help me with the next such scenario in play.

I don’t think I’ve anything else to report.

–M. J. Young

No Show Tonight

May 8, 2008 in Blogs

I’m not entirely happy at the moment, but here I am.

On the less than completely bright side, where I was less than completely bright, I did almost everything I intended last night–took the girlfriend home, dropped off the son, visited my friend, and finished the forum posts.  I even got the opinion of my experienced drummer friend on a couple pieces of the new drum set, which he said was surprisingly good quality for a beginner’s set.  The one thing I did not do, as I rushed out the door trying to remember everything, was take copies of the books with me, so I found myself describing the Faith and Gaming and Game Ideas Unlimited books to him without examples in hand.  So I feel a bit stupid, particularly since I’m not at all certain when next I will make that trip.

I returned home close enough to time to awaken people for school that I just stayed up and finished the postings.  Thus it was well into daylight by the time I said goodnight.

I’m also a bit perturbed because I was the only one to show for tonight’s Collision rehearsal.  No one called; no one showed.  I really don’t want to be the driving force in a band of people who are not interested or committed, and I’m worried that this is starting to move that direction.  I’m not, however, certain what to do about that.  Everyone can complain that someone else is less committed to this, less ready to play, than he is; that doesn’t get us anywhere, particularly since no one is really ready to play.

I practiced a bit myself, but finally decided my time would be better spent getting this work done.

–M. J. Young