I could have taken on him and 3 of his buddies, and that would just be the MAK 90. I didn't even try to resist the MP. I wasn't ready to commit murder. Now he would be. I bet Kyler wouldn't have killed the MP on his second verse either. Now he would.
This was a really amazing learning experience for me. What am I capable of? There's no way he's going to get arrested now. He would go bare hands with 5 of them to keep from getting arrested. (MJ, you want a good plot device? Try to arrest my character....)
It's another "You'd have to see it through my eyes to understand" kind of thing, but it's really helpful. I finally feel at peace with it. (Well, mostly) Thank you for dealing with me about that.
(Doing Therapy)
This was my rant.....